Guest Posting at Sarah Kovac’s Blog: Mothering Through Depression

Today I have a guest post up over at Sarah’s blog. She writes about doing life and parenting with a physical disability, so I wrote about parenting through mental health problems, specifically depression. Here’s a preview:

The blackout shades on the windows mostly kept the sun at bay, and the dry Cheerios I set on the table mostly kept my two- and four-year-old kids at bay. I slunk back under the heavy comforter, head on the wet pillow, and returned to the weight of sleep. Today I wouldn’t end my life, but I would try as hard as I could to pretend I didn’t exist.

Even now, three years later, I blush as I confess this to you.

I am so ashamed at what a terrible mother I was, what a terrible wife, what a terrible housekeeper. I had no idea what was wrong with me, only that I was failing at everything in my life. Previously a strong and capable professional, I was losing clients because I couldn’t bring myself to call them back. Formerly an energetic new mom, I could barely feed and clothe my children.

You can read the post over on her site: Parenting During Depression.

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